JOYGASM!:

Well it's my mom's birthday today! (This being posted 47 minutes after midnight e.=.e) And I got her a pressie! Corel Paint Shop Pro X! ^.=.^ Now this is something that benefits me as well, it's a digital imaging program, and ot's here to stay, no dissapearing after 30 days. However, just before I buy my copy of it they drop their Animation Shop 3-addition-for-free deal, THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS! So no animating anything, oh well, but now I can go at my own pace, I have the better ability to draw out some better pictures of my characters and awesomize them in PSPX! *Joygasms* I get to sit back and listen to Don't Cry Out by Shiny Toy Guns, and admire some kool pictures in my fave's dept..

Oh, and my sister won the DDR Extreme 2 for her Playstation as well as a new movie sound track, lucky SOB.

So expect greatness radiating off of me! XD

Nothing but angst unfortunantly. =/

ANGST:

Well I'm not feeling too hot right now, there's something going around, but it's very weak whatever it is, lasts about a day or two, starts like a head cold with a stomach ache, then the aftermath is a big headache. That's what I got and it kicked my ass, causing me to leave work after only one hour of doing nothing, yeah it sucked.

Plus Morgen Streß is being it's usuall faulty self, I swear to Morgan I am going to boycott Windows unless they use their brains and stop making programs for the stupid and lazy and make innovative OS' for the better of your FUCCING company. Oh and make laptops cheaper, and tell Corel to give Jasc back it's company so I can get better deals on better programs! Corel sucks stigma!

And why should I have to learn MySL/mSQL and PHP just to make an interactive website? FUCC... I knew it wouldn't be easy, but two more languages to make forms? O.=.o PHP and MySQL are basically different versions of C/C+/C++ and PERL and all these different programming languages, and I have to learn ALL of THAT! >.=.O;;

Oh well. XD

A format for my Journal, the first part will be Angst so that after you go: "Cry me a river, build a raft, and sail over a waterfall!" you can look at the Joygasm and go: "*joygasms* Ahhh....."

ANGST:

"The grabing hands
grab all they can
all for themselves
after all

The grabing hands
grab all they can
all for themselves
after all

It's a competitive world
everything counts in large amounts."
-Everything Counts by Depeche Mode

It's true, so true, so sick, yet the song grabs me by the legs and I hit the repeat button just so I can hear the truth over, over, over again. It keeps making me sick to my stomach how the song all together speaks the truth, I have this picture in my head of these desperate people storming a food source fighting each other for food, some just dying from being trampled, makes me want to vomit something fierce.

Angst. e.=.e

JOYGASM:

Anyway, on very much happier note! I have, in a stroke of pure imagination and genius, I've come up with the House of Morgan mark and a very awesome idea, I can't say what it is here, because there are too many thiefs around who'd love to take credit for this. Now I'm not much of a bragger, but I think this is one of my best ideas yet!

And I got into the Benson News-sun newspaper, on the front cover too! I'm the only person under 30 years old to volunteer voluntarily at the Library, hell even under 18 years! The article didn't encourage more people to volunteer like I hoped it would, but I at least got into a news paper. ^.=.^

So, I'm making huge progress on Geist's new design, which is good! I think I may make that May 30th deadline I've set for myself. XD I've just had some really good ideas that cut back on the noise of the design, but I am having serious trouble with muzzle works, I'm trying to learn how to show a muzzle at different angles, but it's not going very well at all, I have no references, and I don't want to use someones actuall piece of art rather than a tutorial, for fear of accidentally copying their style of muzzles. I seriously don't want to copycat anything too detailed like that, it'd make me a bad person to do so.

And I just gave Ivan his medicine for his infection, and he doesn't like the liquid, only the pil. Ivan is a cat by the by. :3

Joygasm!

10 Firsts...
-First Best Friend: Matthew
-First Imaginary Friend: I don't believe I ever had one.
-First Pet's name: Hahaha... I don't remember that far back.
-First Piercing: Left ear.
-First Crush: Can't remember, don't want to either.
-First CD: Korn Untouchables.
-First Car: N/A
-First School: Ahhh, I don't remember that either.
-First kiss: Somewhere in the lower 2000's.

9 Lasts...
-Last Time You Smoked: When I was 10 years old.
-Last Food You Ate: Pop-tarts.
-Last Car Ride: I drove my uncle to Alco and Circle-K
-Last Movie You Watched: Liar Liar (Ozzem!)
-Last Phone Call: With my uncle, he was paying for the repairs on his bike over the phone.
-Last CD You listened to: Ozzy Osbourne.
-Last Bubble Bath You took: Haaaa... Maybe a few years ago.
-Last Song You listented to: Perry Mason by Ozzy Osbourne.
-Last Fight: Offline I don't remember, sibling fight.

8 Have You Ever...
-Have You Ever Dated a Best Friend: No.
-Have You Ever Been Arrested: No.
-Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: No.
-Have You Ever Been on TV: No.
-Have You Ever Kissed Someone and Regretted It: No.
-Have You Ever Cheated on Your bf/gf: No.
-Have You Ever Been on a Blind Date: No.
-Have You Ever Been out of the Country: Technically, yes.

7 Things You are Wearing...
- Lord of the Rings T-Shirt I won during a Harry Potter quiz at the HBP Hastings party.
- A watch that I can only figure out three of it's features, the rest are to complicated like the Chronograph.
- Skater shoes with pink shoelaces.
- JNCO Jeans.
- Plaid Boxers
- A leather locking bracelet with six steel scratched star studs.
- A Volunteer pin "Volunteers - Making a better tomorrow, today!"

6 Things You've Done Today...
- Got up from bed.
- Ate pop-tarts.
- Went to News-Sun newspaper to recive permission to use a newpaper article on my official website.
- Worked for four hours at the Puclic Library.
- Came home and worked on character designs.
- Got on the computer to FUCC around.

5 Favorite Things (no specific order)...
- Pride.
- My puppy, Jack.
- Dragons/Lizards.
- Fantansy.
- Food.

4 People You Most Trust (no specific order)
- My family.
- It's quite hard to trust anyone else, really, not to be offencive but I don't talk to people about things I need their trust for so I really wouldn't know who to trust until I made a trusting move.

3 Choices...
- Because I wanted to.
- That's final.
- If I were a rich man, I'd make better choices.

2 Things You Want to do Before You Die...
- Have sex with a sexy boy, and have children somehow and to teach them to be open minded.
- To fly an Apache Helicopter for the U.S Airforce (in saying that I'd love to die being incinerated by an impating missile, than land the bird safely and have to fend off a hundred angry terrorists and then be overthrown by them.)

1 Person You Want to see:
- My friend Matthew again, he was such a great friend.

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